I just wanted to say its has been an honor. Knowing you as a friend, a sister, and as my girlfriend. We’ve been through a lot together within the year that we’ve known each other. I look forward to going through any challenge, any struggle, any and every bit of happiness that life brings us. Let God continue to bless you and guide you through your years. I miss you so much. I wish I could be there for your birthday. So we can spend our birthday together on the weekend. I hope whatever you wish for comes true (yes you can wish for things like a unicorn) You’re an amazing person inside and out, not just to me but to everyone. You treat everyone with respect.
I Hope you have an blessed and fruitful birthday filled with love, today and the rest of your years.
Cant wait to come home and spend every moment with you, whether it be food, places or even just laughing and being awkward together.
PS. I dont really wanna go all detailed because its tumblr. lol
Beaches. Watching waves come up to the shore, while the breeze cools down the sand. Writing words on the water dampened sand.Watching the sun go down, until all you see, is our silhouettes. Driving. Roadtrips. Day trips. Driving to a part of the city, that makes it glow, beautifully. The feeling you get at lift off and landing. Going through baggage claim and waiting for that one bag that could just be the last item on the carousel. Swimming. Getting a tan( even though I definitely don’t need one because I get dark in less than 10min) after swimming. Being able to walk around in just shorts, sneakers, and a shirt. Not having to worry about uniform policy, or anything that involves the military. Sharing new experiences with you. Eating our favorite foods. Picnics. Family.Conference2012. Praising at the top of my lungs and being able to reflect on the goodness of HIS work. Birthdays. Outings. Kick backs. Jam sessions. Break sessions. I will miss this summer of 2012.
I fall asleep knowing that, those days will come, when my dreams of a summer will become a reality.
Lately I’ve been weary of everything that has been going on around me. It’s like I was slipping from my grasp of motivation, persistence, and the will to stay strong. I isolated my self in darkness just because I thought there was nothing else.
as of recent events that have happened, made me realize, there’s so much to be thankful for and be happy about, that HE has given, especially to me. I prayed and prayed for something. A hint, a sign, something to break free of this uncertainty and then it hit me, last night. We are so caught up in small obstacles that we get tangled and fall down, and all we do is blame everything around us, including ourselves. We have to realize it’s the simple joys that we experience, small triumphs that we have overcame, that build a strong spirit. Though we may question, doubt, and sometimes be frustrated, He’s always on our side, through thick and thin, humility and inadequacies, uplifts and downfalls. He’ll be there as we grow.